When I went to bed last Tuesday night, things were not looking good for my presidential candidate of choice. By the time I woke up (quite early, by the way), it was over. The voters had made a clear choice. I was, and still am, utterly disappointed. As the reality of it set in, my gut reaction was a desire to confront Trump voters with words similar to the clip below.
Fortunately, my intrusive thoughts remained just thoughts (for the most part), and I started asking myself, "What now?" The first thing I decided was that I need to have hope. Here is what I hope: I hope that I am wrong. I don't for a second believe that I am wrong about Donald Trump's lack of character or even decency, but I do hope that I am wrong about some of the policies he says he will put in place.
I hope that I am wrong about his tariffs resulting in higher costs for consumer goods, making it even harder for people to provide for their families.
I hope that I am wrong about his planned mass deportations leading to both a humanitarian and economic crisis, especially in areas like agriculture and construction.
I hope that I am wrong about him abandoning Ukraine and allowing Putin's desire to rebuild the Soviet Empire to go unchecked or drawing us into a war to defend our NATO allies against him.
I hope that I am wrong about our country becoming less safe for people of color because white supremacists believe they have an ally in the White House.
I hope that I am wrong about him putting his cronies in positions of power and influence, leading to further corruption of our institutions.
I hope that I am wrong about his apparent disinterest in crafting sensible and compassionate positions on abortion, which could result in both higher abortion rates and diminished health care for women.
I truly hope that I am wrong, and if proven so, I hope that I will have the humility to admit it.
Given the results of the election, despite my rantings, it seems pretty clear that my personal impact on the public at large is nonexistent. So the next thing I decided was that I need to try to make my corner of the world a little bit better.
I have a confession to make. I have never been very community-minded. For one thing, I haven’t felt like I fit into my community. I assume that people think of me as an outsider, and so I have acted like one. Since COVID, I have pretty much worked from home, and this has served to help me isolate myself even more. I have become pretty comfortable just worrying about myself and my own family. This needs to change.
I have found a volunteer position that I think will both challenge me and give me an opportunity to make a positive difference for others. I am looking for opportunities to advocate for causes that I believe in and think I can make a difference in. I am even considering trying out for a local theater group so that I can meet more people who live near me. There is so much that I cannot control, but hopefully, my disappointment in recent events will result in something positive that will last for more than four years.